My boyfriend is addicted to porn!? So I understand I'm pregnant and not able nor want to have sex or mess around..but my boyfriend like takes of advantage of that and watches porn ALL the time! Rather it be some femdom, shemale, or just bbw... He says he don't actually masturbate to it, he just enjoys and is curious about it all. (which shemale is kind of interesting as in what the hell is that a male or female) buy anyhow..it makes me feel disgusting when he watches it, I mean I'm pregnant my body has changed a lot n I don't feel attractive at all! He still grabs me n tells me I'm beautiful at times. But it just hurts my feelings to know he's done whacked off..and maybe I'm weird cuz it's like I search to see if he's done it...like our history on the computer is automatically deleted but I still seem to manage to see that he's looked at it! Then it's like I search the laundry basket...crazy I know...n it's like after I have finally found what I needed to find, I feel terrible!
Now our computer has a virus on it and u can't even get on there! And I know it's from the porn! And on that note I won't be able to leave Any messages on here cuz I'm on my phone! Any advice tho on what I should do? Or should I even feel bad since I won't put out? I mean I know he has to get that release from somewhere and Id rather it be this than him stepping out!
I would think you would quit snooping so you can quit agonizing. if you weren't looking around , you wouldn't have a problem, he would. I have always heard most women have a penile envy, and if they can't have one of their own, their best efforts are to control one. it's his penis to whatever he pleases with it. you are trying to take ownership of it rather than him giving ownership because he loves you. pregnancy can change a woman's outlook but mainly because she is in a vulnerable state. but it doesn't have to. it's an option.